Him Being Gone For Good
5:29 p.m. & 2004-08-07

Asshole,

Why do you fuck over every and anyone that bothers to give a fuck about your stupid ass? How can you live with yourself that way that you are? What do you get out of treating people like shit?

I can’t believe I wasted a year of my life on you. I can’t fathom how I stomached kissing you all the times that I did and had you inside of me as much as you were. What kind of shit was I on to have tried to believe that underneath all of the bullshit, there was actually a nice guy waiting to be loved?

You are not a nice guy.

You are not a victim.

You are not a good friend.

You are not a real man.

Why don’t you just do the world a favor and fade the fuck away? Hear me, asshole? Just fucking disappear and never come back.

But give me my shit before you go, dick.

I fucking hate you so much I actually hope you die…and I don’t even wish that on my dead beat father that abandoned me when I was a kid.

Hating you,

Adora

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