Swiz,
I don't think I will be seeing you before I move out of here and to my new place...and for some reason...I don't think I will be seeing you at my new place, either.
I feel like something is going on with you that you haven't told me about and that you are just going to fade away without even as much as a good bye so there won't be any fights or annimosity between us. I think you told me you cared because you knew you weren't coming back and it was okay to confess it then.
Then again, I could just be talking out of my ass again because I miss you and I wish you were mine and were helping me move. I wish WE were moving together.
Shit, did I honestly just write that?
Uh...anyway...um...righto...so...I miss you and it is making me think and say crazy things. I don't mean any of it, really. No...I don't.
Except the missing you part. That's true. And the loving you part. That's true. And the weird feeling part. That's true, too.
Ok...I guess it's all true except for the moving together part. That just came out because all of the other parts are true...
*sigh*
Oh fuck all.
I just wish you were here with me tonight...forever...I wish you were mine.
Feeling Lonely and Stupid,
Thea