What Happens Now
4:58 p.m. & 2004-10-16

Swiz,

Even though I have been thinking a lot about Dooley, have no doubt that my thoughts about you are twice as many as my thoughts about him and I still love you with all my jaded soul.

When I said I loved you, it wasn't a post coitus confession. I meant it...I have always meant it. I don't know for sure if you heard me, or if you heard me and now are never coming back...it doesn't matter to me.

I finally held you and told you how I feel about you. Nothing can take that away. Even if you never come to me again, what's done is done, and I am ever so glad and proud of myself for saying it at last.

Now, as it ever is, everything that happens from this point on is up to you.

Please choose me.
Please....

Hoping For Your Love,
Thea

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