Swiz,
Something inside of me makes me want to love you...makes it so I can't walk away.
I was talking to Coll about you earlier, and she said that Nicolas said that never really go anywhere. That you mainly just sit in the house and every once in awhile you jump up and just "go somewhere".
She said that and I smiled, and she said that at least now I know that you're not always out running the streets, and it's not personal when you don't always come out with us. I smiled harder and thought about it...how you just pop up where we are when we never even tell you where we are...how you told me you don't really go anywhere...and about Coll telling me that when you come out, you are coming out to see me.
See me.
I think of you and I hear those things and I fall in love with you all over again and I forget the fact that you aren't mine and aren't making any moves to make me yours and only come to see me every few weeks.
Yeah, I forget all bout those things...
for a little while...
until I start to miss you...
then the process just starts all over again.
Waiting,
Thea